Not a Good Day to Die
June 6, 1995
An old Kojak episode was on TV. Charlene watched from
across the room, a glass of Pepsi in front of her. She rubbed a dusty
spot from her old oak table, looked at her watch and then glanced back
at Kojak. He had a sucker in his mouth and his trademark grin
slipped out one corner as he asked, "Who loves you, baby?"
"I do," came a voice, "I do love you." It was Floyd's voice
from the past. A million "I love you's" from their courtship blotted
out reality in an ethereal circle flashing around her head, making
her dizzy, making her ill. She stood up abruptly and pounded her fist
on the table. "No. It's not true. You don't love anyone!"
She closed her eyes trying to see his face, but it would
not appear. Only the voice activated his spirit, not his being.
Forever. You are my Forever Girl. I love you. I do love you.
She heard his Hello on her call back a few days ago. That is
all she had heard since the April hearing.
Why had he taken the chance? It was sinister how he used
his power to do whatever he thought he was entitled to do. His
self-proclaimed superiority was again rearing its ugly head. Charlene
remembered.
"Lou are inferior; they are smelly, dirty people and should
have been sent back to Africa a long time ago." "We have to put up
with Spiks, homos, weirdos of all kinds down at the store; the masses
are asses." "Your folks suck. They didn't even watch the Super Bowl
on TV, they're always into some stupid educational program. When
they die we'll get their money." Stop! she yelled. She covered her ears, refusing to listen to
any more. Didn't anyone teach him anything about the world? Has he
no appreciation of the diversity of the peoples of the world; color,
religion, the ethnic factor are all insignificant. He doesn't try to
understand people, because he thinks he has an inborn wisdom.
Who are you to judge? Who are you, Floyd
Mitleider?
"I am the man you're going to marry," his spirit spoke
out; "you are beautiful enough for me. People will watch us when we
go to the dance floor."
He worked out to keep his body trim; he fought his battle
with the bald spot . . . transplants, treatments. He had eye surgery
because eyeglasses detracted from his good looks; that failing, contacts.
He was truly vain. He had never needed an understanding of the
world around him. He was the world. There was
room for Frankie in it, and for a while for her. But she did not measure up to his expectations;
he had given her a chance.
Charlene's delusional conversation became tense. How can
you say you love me? she questioned. You won't let love into your life.
"He has all the signs of an abusive personality," her
attorney had said as they discussed her case.
"The isolation, the excessive secrecy about his affairs, the
insistence on handling the money, the act of putting you in total
dependence on him, the power play, the control. These are the things
men who intend to abuse their wives always do. Believe me, I have
seen cases similar to this in my practice, though none quite so severe.
You should not be too concerned," continued Mr. Dunne curiously,
"You're good-looking and you'll have men at your feet." Charlene was
embarrassed by Dunne's remarks. She did not think this kind of
consolation was appropriate. She just wanted a divorce and to get home.
"He never got you and the girls health insurance nor
allowed you to have a credit card. Do you know how many credit cards he
has in his possession, Charlene? My God, his line of credit is
astronomical. I cannot understand why he charges everything. Even his car
is being financed. People with money don't usually waste it on
high interest installment buying. Promising you the car is a joke. It is
not his to give." "When will discovery be complete?" Charlene asked.
"My mother and father have been spending so much on this divorce.
They told me a St. Louis-based private detective is looking in on his
finances and his past. It seems in his first marriage Floyd treated
his wife much like he's treating me; he filed for divorce after two
years and settled with her for a very small amount of money. She was
in therapy for years after her marriage. I am positive he mistreated
her, too. I am not looking for a fortune, but I did give up my
worldly goods to marry him and move to California. He made promises
he never intended to keep."
"Have the detective furnish me with whatever relevant
information he comes up with. Meantime we are trying to find out
as much as we can about his business and his assets."
"And he has never paid any more spousal support. My
parents are paying my rent and sending me money. What are you doing
about the agreement he just signed?"
"He is filing to be relieved of that commitment now. He
says he can't afford it."
"What happened to his money?"
"Reports show he might not have as much as he claimed."
"What reports? You know he has money. I gave you those
papers which showed he was getting $10,000 a month on the sale of
his store. He has all the money he left St. Louis with. I saw a
six-figure check before he came to San Diego. And of course, he has all
my money, too. This is not making sense. He is manipulating the
accounts just as he does his income tax. This is his specialty."
It was about time to pick up Jericha, then Tracie.
Charlene took the Caprice keys and left the apartment a
bit earlier than usual. The cautious trek to the centrally located
elevator and on to the parking garage, Charlene began her afternoon
routine. It was early enough she could stop by the Bank of America
ATM machine and withdraw some cash from her meager account. She
had to be very budget-conscious. Floyd's genius for having and
hiding money was on her mind. The parking lot was nearly void of parked cars and she
felt very much alone, like on a desert island. Noting the hour she
realized she still had more than half an hour to spare before Lewis
School dismissal time; she decided to bypass the school and go on to
a Wal-Mart store to buy a congratulations card for Susie and Will
whose new baby had just arrived. There, too, was an eerie abundance
of parking places. The shopping public seemed to have
disappeared. That suited Charlene. She was in and out in no time. It was as
though she had this place and the whole world to herself.
Charlene backed into her usual parking place at the school
where she would be able to see the kids coming out seconds after the
final bell rang. There was a FedEx truck parked in the drive directly
in front of the school office . . . a man was unloading some cartons.
It was an unhurried day.
There was some time to wait. Charlene reached for her
Wal-Mart bag, took out the card and a pen and began to write.
"Dear Suze, How wonderful to have a new baby boy brought safely into
the world. Congrats! After your difficult pregnancy, it must be a
tremendous relief to... "
Suddenly Charlene was aware that a dark gray car had
come swiftly into the driveway which passed in front of her parking
place, and had stopped directly in front of her, creating a shadow in
her view and drawing her attention. As she looked up she saw the
three black occupants of the car openly staring at her, one on the
passenger side beside the driver leaning out of the window. He was
pointing a gun at her. The sun's rays ricocheted a glint from the barrel
of this instrument of death into her face, blinding her unbelieving
eyes. She panicked, frozen in fear, unable to control her shaking
body. "My God, he's going to shoot me! I'm about to die!" He fired
a thunderous shot.
Duck down! Duck your head! I'll save you!
She did not know what the bullet had hit. As the voice
suggested, she struggled to get her head down to the empty seat,
hindered by the still fastened seat belt her hands would not reach. Her torso bent over and her head tilted as far as it would
go beneath the dash, she heard another deafening shot, a slight
pause, then two more rapidly fired shots closer to the right door. A
screeching sound and the smell of burning rubber made her realize
she could now raise up her head. Through the windshield she could
see a dusty film rising from the driveway and scattered small gravel
settling as she unfastened her seat belt with violently shaking hands.
She cautiously but rapidly jerked open the door and
began to run to the school office door. Two workers from the office had stepped out
and took hold of her arms, nearly dragging her, to help her get
inside. The bell had rung. The school children were huddled
around the double exit doors nearby and were clamoring to get close to
Charlene. Among them she saw the colorless, pinched face of Jericha who
had tears in her eyes that were begging Charlene to let her out so
she could be with her mother.
Sample Chapters from Two Codes for Murder
Chapter One, Getting To Know You
Chapter Twelve, A Lesson in Self-Control
Chapter Twenty-Four, Not a Good Day to Die
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